When I were young, (I'm getting older perhaps) I always had insomnia on the night before any big events.
The nights before teacher's day and children's day because my school is throwing party and I'm allowed to eat in my class.
The nights before sports day because I'm to perform cheerleading tomorrow for my house also participating some running courses.
The night before my first date with my first bf. lol those nights...
At 0000 5th May 2013, I couldn't sleep as well. There are reasons why I can't sleep.
First, I just found out my status in SPR is gone. TIDAK DITEMUI. I even got helped by DAP yet still my status can't be found. From the lady over the phone, they believe I'm not the only one and something must had gone wrong there. She also advices me to go back to the polling centre I saw the other day to check if my name is in the electoral. I were shocked and disappointed. There are some people in my Facebook telling other to printout their status from SPR just in case any things go wrong on that day. To me I thought it is impossible that anyone can manipulate the database of SPR since it suppose to be an independence commission. At the moment, I realise I'm too naive and I underestimate the tricks are playing at that time.
Then, with no doubt obviously I'm excited and trembled about the arrival of the day where rakyat is to UBAH. I told myself if tomorrow I can't vote then I'm to contribute all my effort in making this election smooth. Why aren't I saying a clean fair election? Oh that's because the moment I know I'm not eligible to vote and this is no longer a clean fair election to me.
Woke up early in the morning, I went on to check my status. Three polling centre I checked and nothing. Not found. I also made noises and get a lot to help me out on this issue yet I'm still not allowed to vote. I told myself, never mind. Don't give up. You can help the others. Then I went on to keep an eye on the polling centre. They called it "ghost busters" in action. So basically I'm keeping an eye on phantom lookalike voters aka the foreigners like Bangladesh, Nepal, Indonesian, or even Philippinoes. I really hate it that the people have to do this part. We did this because we all know this election is not clean and fair. The people are all on theirs hands to make sure this election went smoothly and as fairer as possible. After my quick breakfast nearby my polling centre then I went to Lembah Pantai and Setapak. The three location are far apart yet I wished to do anything to aid this election as much as I could.
Everyone was posting their status and comments in Facebook saying the god is crying out loud for this election held also wanting to clean this election using his tears (rain drops). That afternoon, the KL city was all wet. If god heard our prayers, I really wish the two men who were caught at the SJK (C) Mun Yee weren't foreigners but Malaysian with valid blue IC. I were at SMK Danau Kota before making my way to the nearby polling centre. How could the IC be distributed to the foreigners that simply only to give them victory in this election. How could the policemen stationed not responding to the attendance of phantom voters. Over there, nothing much can the people do but to record also to snap pictures of these evidences of phantom voters.
Some chinese who have been living in Malaysia for years and calling Malaysia theirs homeland theirs country. They do not have blue IC but red. The red IC indicates that they aren't a Malaysian yet. However, those who just came here for few days "trip" get himself a blue IC. Is this still fair?
At 1700, I left the polling centre and made my way back home with flags of Pakatan waving along the way. As I passed by many areas in KL, I get honked at very very very frequent. Usually if I get any driver honk at me I will be damn pissed off as I'm a delicate driver but that evening I were so happy. I were happy to get driver pressing their car honks for me for the flags waving. The car honks showed their supportive for Pakatan Rakyat. I pressed my car honk as well replying their support. I think that was the only day I pressed so many times car honks ever since I get my baby car on last November.
Once again if god hear my prayer that day, I were saying I wish we rakyat will win this election and make a better government than the previous ruling coalition. Sincerely, I prayed.
I prayed for my husband's future, my future, my children's future also for my next next generations.
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